me brokencord-herniatedisk

1. some people are really narrow-focused.
2. they are appreciative at chosen moments.
3. they only realize the real value of people when they are already gone.
4. it happens as a cycle.
5. they never learn.

oh... almost forgot...

6. i can also get tired of it.

7. real, truthful and authentic love is forever and does not fail, ever... if it does, it was never real, never truthful, never authentic...
It could be that the human intellect is able to deduce the most amazing evaluations of life. It could also be that the human mind can come into conclusions on how the human person in all its capacities behave in different situations. And yet, moments come that a real confrontation happens between the human capacity to intellectualize, evaluate, and control and the reality of life which is not so extraordinary. But because of its reality, the human intellect finds itself dumbfounded. Life, as beyond the mind’s understanding still is a mystery for time comes that the so called truth rises and slaps the thinker hard with the fact that in the end, it is always an empty space. Reality is far greater than all that the human capacity can invent, more than the words the world can coin, more than the elements existing in the universe. Life ends. That’s it. And what’s saddening about this fact is that emptiness comes for the reason that in the prelude of this, truth never really surfaced until the end was to come. Hence, the emptiness. Fulfillment we say comes when the ergon and the energeia of the human specie are pushed to the max. Yet, fulfillment i believe is when the emptiness comes at the end with the truth that journeyed with the being all through out. If sleep comes, let it be peaceful my creator. If sleep comes, let the emptiness be a fulfillment, not a regret. 

It could be that the human intellect is able to deduce the most amazing evaluations of life. It could also be that the human mind can come into conclusions on how the human person in all its capacities behave in different situations. And yet, moments come that a real confrontation happens between the human capacity to intellectualize, evaluate, and control and the reality of life which is not so extraordinary. But because of its reality, the human intellect finds itself dumbfounded. Life, as beyond the mind’s understanding still is a mystery for time comes that the so called truth rises and slaps the thinker hard with the fact that in the end, it is always an empty space. Reality is far greater than all that the human capacity can invent, more than the words the world can coin, more than the elements existing in the universe. Life ends. That’s it. And what’s saddening about this fact is that emptiness comes for the reason that in the prelude of this, truth never really surfaced until the end was to come. Hence, the emptiness. Fulfillment we say comes when the ergon and the energeia of the human specie are pushed to the max. Yet, fulfillment i believe is when the emptiness comes at the end with the truth that journeyed with the being all through out. If sleep comes, let it be peaceful my creator. If sleep comes, let the emptiness be a fulfillment, not a regret. 

05.06.10